When the Friday of our Girls’ Night In finally rolled around, I was more than ready for a nice, relaxing evening with
my best friends—and the wonderfully Scottish James McAvoy, of course. I’d shoved the copy of Becoming Jane
that Jessica had given me for Christmas, a pair of barely used pajamas (yeah, I sleep naked at home—so what?),
and my toothbrush into my backpack. Casey was bringing the popcorn, and Jessica promised us big bowls of
chocolate swirl ice cream.
As if my ass wasn’t big enough.
But naturally, the day couldn’t be all good. Mrs. Perkins, my English teacher, made sure of that during fourth block.
“So, that’s The Scarlet Letter,” she said, closing her book. “Did you enjoy it, class?”
There was a low grumble in the negative, but Mrs. Perkins didn’t seem to notice.
“Well, because Hawthorne’s work is so extraordinary and applicable to contemporary society, I want each of you to
write a report pertaining to the novel.” She ignored the loud sighs. “The report can be about any part of the book
—a character, a scene, a theme—but I want it to be very well thought out. I will also be allowing you to work in
pairs”—the class buzzed with excitement—“which I will assign.” The excitement vanished.
I knew I was in trouble when Mrs. Perkins pulled out her roll sheet. That meant she would be assigning partners
based on alphabetical order, and since there were no kids whose last names started with Q in that class, my
partner was bound to be—
“Bianca Piper will work with Wesley Rush.”
Shit.
I’d managed to steer clear of Wesley for a week and a half—since the day he’d harassed me after school—but
Mrs. Perkins had to go and screw that up.
She rattled off the last few names on her list before saying, “I expect the reports to be no fewer than five pages long
—and that’s twelve-point font, double-spaced, Vikki. Don’t pull that stunt again.” She laughed good-naturedly.
“Now, I want partners to work together. Both must contribute to the report. And be creative, people! Have fun!”
“Not likely,” I muttered to Jessica, who sat at the desk next to mine.
“Oh, I think you’re lucky, Bianca,” she said. “I’d be thrilled if Wesley was my partner. But my heart belongs to
Harrison. It is so unfair that Casey gets to work with him.” She glanced toward Casey’s assigned seat, all the way
across the classroom. “She’ll probably get to see his house and bedroom and everything. Do you think she’ll say
some good things about me if I ask? Maybe she’ll be, like, my wing girl.”
I didn’t bother answering.
“The reports are due in exactly one week!” Mrs. Perkins announced over the chatter. “So, please work on them this
weekend.”
The bell rang and the whole class stood up at the same time. Tiny Mrs. Perkins scurried out of the way to avoid
being trampled by the stampede toward the door. Jessica and I joined the crowd, and Casey caught up to us just
as we stepped into the hall.
“This is bullshit,” she hissed. “An essay over nothing? I don’t want to pick a topic. That’s her freaking job! What is
the point of this damn assignment if she can’t even give us something to write about? It’s ridiculous.”
“But you get to work with Harrison, and—”
“Please, Jess, don’t start with that crap.” Casey rolled her eyes. “He. Is. Gay. It isn’t gonna happen, okay?”
“You never know! So you won’t play wing girl for me?”
“I’ll meet you guys in the cafeteria,” I said, turning in the direction of my locker. “I need to grab a few things first.”
“Cool.” Casey grabbed Jessica by the wrist and pulled her toward the other hallway. “We’ll meet you by the snack
machines, ’kay, B? Come on, Jess.” And they left me alone in the packed corridor. Okay, not really packed.
Hamilton High had only around four hundred students or something, but considering the low numbers, the hallways
seemed pretty crowded that afternoon. Or maybe I was just stressed out and getting claustrophobic. Anyway, my
friends ran away, and I was left among the beasts.
I pushed my way past the loud jocks and smooching couples—PDAs are so disgusting—and headed for the
science hallway. It took only a few minutes to get to my locker, which, like the rest of the fugly school, was painted
orange and blue. I spun my combination and yanked open the door. Behind me, a group of cheerleaders ran
through shouting, “Go Panthers! Panthers! Panthers!”
I’d just grabbed my coat and backpack and was about to close the door when he showed up. Honestly, I’d
expected him sooner.
“Looks like we’re partners, Duffy.”
I kicked the locker shut with a little too much force. “Unfortunately, yes.”
Wesley grinned, running his fingers through his dark curls as he leaned against the locker next to mine. “So, your
place or mine?”
“What?”
“To do the assignment this weekend,” he said, narrowing his eyes. “Don’t be getting any ideas, Duffy. I’m not
chasing you. I’m just being a good student. Wesley Rush doesn’t chase girls. They—”
“Chase you. Yeah, I know.” I pulled my coat on over my T-shirt. “If we have to do this, I was thinking we’d—”
“Wesley!” A skinny brunette that I didn’t recognize (she looked like a freshman) threw herself at him right in front of
me. She stared up at Wesley with big sappy eyes. “Will you dance with me at Homecoming tonight?”
“Of course, Meghan,” he said, running his hand down her back. He was tall enough to look down her shirt without
any problem. Perverted bastard. “I’ll save a dance just for you, okay?”
“Really?”
“Would I lie?”
“Oh, thanks, Wesley!” He bent down, and she gave him a quick kiss on the cheek before scampering off, not
looking at me once.
Wesley turned his attention back to me. “You were saying?”
Through gritted teeth, I growled, “I was thinking that we’d meet at my place.”
“What’s wrong with my house?” he asked. “Are you afraid it’s haunted, Duffy?”
“Of course not. I’d just prefer to work at my house. God knows what kind of diseases I could get just by stepping
foot in your bedroom.” I shook my head. “So, my house, okay? Tomorrow afternoon at, like, three. Call before you
show up.”
I didn’t give him a chance to respond. If he had a problem with it, I’d write the paper myself. So, purposely
forgetting to say good-bye, I walked off, darting around the groups of gossiping girls and hurrying toward the
cafeteria.
I found Casey and Jessica waiting for me by the old vending machines.
“I don’t get it, Case,” Jessica was saying. She slipped a dollar into the only working machine and waited for her
Sunkist to drop into the slot at the bottom. “Don’t you have to stay and cheer at the game?”
“Nope. I told the girls that I couldn’t make it tonight, so one of our alternates, this cute little freshman, is taking my
place. She’s been wanting to cheer all year, and she’s got skills, but there just hasn’t been a place for her until now.
They’ll be fine without me.”
I was standing right next to them before Jessica spotted me. “There’s Bianca! Let’s get the heck out of here!
Woohoo! Girls’ Night In!”
Casey rolled her eyes.
Jessica pushed open the blue door that led to the parking lot, smiling from ear to ear, and said, “You guys are the
best. Like, really the best. I don’t know what I’d do without you.”
“Cry into your pillow every single night,” Casey said.
“Think your other friends were ‘really the best,’ ” I offered, returning her smile. There was no fucking way I was
going to let Wesley Rush drag me down. No way! This was Girls’ Night In, and it wasn’t going to be screwed up by
an asshole like him. “You didn’t forget that ice cream promise, did you, Jessica?”
“I remember. Chocolate swirl.”
We crossed the parking lot and climbed into my car. Instantly, Jessica wrapped herself in the old blanket, and
Casey, shivering visibly, glowered at her with envy as she pulled on her seat belt. With a quick stomp on the gas,
we zoomed out of the student lot and hit the highway, speeding away from Hamilton High like prisoners running
from their cells which was sort of what we were.
“I can’t believe you weren’t nominated for Homecoming Queen this time, Casey,” Jessica said from the backseat.
“I was sure you would be.”
“Nah. I got voted queen at Football Homecoming. There’s a rule about people winning more than once in the same
year. I wasn’t eligible to be nominated this time. It’s gonna be Vikki or Angela, I’m sure.”
“Do you think they’ll fight if one of them wins?” Jessica sounded worried.
“Doubt it,” Casey said. “Angela couldn’t care less about that kind of shit. Vikki is the competitive one. I really was
looking forward to seeing the drama tonight, though. Did I tell you that Vikki is thinking of meeting up with Wesley
Rush, too?”
“No!” Jessica and I cried in unison.
“Yep,” Casey said, nodding. “I guess she’s really trying to make her boyfriend jealous or something. She’s dating a
junior, taking an OHH kid to our dance, and telling everyone she has the hots for Wesley. She claims they fooled
around after a party recently—I guess her boyfriend doesn’t know about that yet—and she’s thinking of doing it
again. She said it was amazing.”
“He slept with her?” Jessica gasped.
“He sleeps with everyone,” I said, turning the car onto 5th Street. “If it has a vagina, he’ll screw it.”
“Ew! Bianca!” Jessica yelped. “Don’t say the the V word.”
“Vagina, vagina, vagina,” Casey said flatly. “Get over it, Jess. You have one. You can call it what it is.”
Jessica’s cheeks were the color of tomatoes. “There’s no reason to talk about it. It’s crude and personal.”
Casey ignored her and said to me, “He might be a player, but he’s pretty damn sexy. Even you have to admit that,
B. I bet he’s awesome in bed. I mean, you made out with him. Was he amazing? Can you really blame Vikki for
wanting to hook up with him?”
“You made out with Wesley?” Jessica croaked, choking on her own excitement. “What? When? Why didn’t you tell
me?”
I shot a glare at Casey.
“She’s embarrassed,” Casey explained, fluffing the back of her short pixie cut. “Which is dumb because I bet she
had a blast kissing him.”
“I did not have a blast,” I said.
“Was he a good kisser?” Jessica asked. “Tell me, tell me, tell me! I really want to know.”
“Yes, if you must know, he was. But that doesn’t make it any less disgusting.”
“But,” Casey interjected, “with your experience, answer my last question. Can you really blame Vikki for wanting to
hook up with him?”
“I don’t have to.” I switched on my turn signal. “She’ll blame herself when she gets a venereal disease or when
her boyfriend finds out about it. Whichever comes first.”
“And this is exactly why I wanted to go to the dance,” Casey sighed. “We could have witnessed it all firsthand like
Hamilton’s own episode of Gossip Girl. Vikki’s boyfriend would be getting pissed and plotting revenge as his
unfaithful girlfriend screws the hottest guy in school, and Bianca, hiding her secret love for Wesley, would mope
and pretend to hate him while silently pining for his super-sexy-hot kiss again.”
My jaw dropped open. “I would not be pining for anything of the sort!”
Jessica snorted with laughter from the backseat, pulling her ponytail in front of her mouth to hide a grin when I
scowled at her in the rearview.
“Oh well,” Casey sighed. “I’m sure we’ll hear all about the drama on Monday.”
“Or tomorrow if the story is good enough,” Jessica said. “Angela and Jeanine never keep gossip to themselves. If
it gets crazy, you know they’ll call us and tell us what we missed. I’m sure that they will.” She smiled. “I hope they
give lots of details. I can’t believe I’m missing my last Homecoming.”
“At least you’re not missing it alone, Jess.”
A few seconds after pulling onto Holbrooke Lane, I turned into the Gaithers’ driveway. Yanking the keys from the
ignition, I said, “Let the Girls’ Night In officially begin.”
“Woohoo!” Jessica jumped out of the backseat and practically danced up to her front porch. She pushed open the
door, and Casey and I followed her inside, shaking our heads with amusement.
I slid off my jacket and hung it on the hook just inside the door. Jessica lived in a coatrack house—clean, neat,
shoes off at the front door you know the type. Her parents were super-picky about order. Casey did the same
and said, “I wish my mom could keep a house this nice. Or she could at least hire a maid or whatever. Our place
looks like shit.”
Mine didn’t look that great either. My mom had never been much of a clean freak, and Dad only believed in
cleaning once a year, during the spring. Other than laundry, dishes, and the occasional dust-and-vacuum job
(usually all my doing), not much housework got done in the Piper home.
“What time will your parents get here, Jessica?” I asked.
“Mom will be home at five-thirty, and Dad should get here a little after six.” She was waiting for us at the foot of the
stairs, ready to run up to her bedroom as soon as we joined her. “Dad started seeing a new patient today, though,
so he might be a little late.”
Mr. Gaither was a therapist. More than once, Casey had threatened to ask him if he’d take me as a patient for free.
See if he’d help work out my “issues.” Not that I had issues. But Casey said my cynicism was the result of some
kind of internal struggle. I said it was just me being intelligent. And Jessica well, Jessica didn’t say anything.
Even though it was only ever discussed teasingly, she always got a little awkward when the subject came up. With
all the psychobabble she heard from her dad, she probably did think my constant negativity was part of an internal
struggle.
Jessica hated negativity. Hated it so much, in fact, that she wouldn’t even say she hated it. That would have been
too negative.
“Hurry, hurry! Are you guys ready or what?”
“Let’s get this party started!” Casey whooped, running past Jessica and speeding up the stairs.
Jessica giggled like a maniac as she made an effort to catch up with Casey, but I lagged behind, following them up
the stairs at a regular walking pace. Once I reached the landing, I could hear my friends laughing and talking in the
bedroom at the end of the hall, but I didn’t follow their voices. Something else caught my attention first.
The door to the first bedroom, the one on the left, was wide open. My brain told me to walk right past, but my feet
weren’t listening. I stood in the open doorway, willing my eyes to look away. My body just didn’t want to cooperate.
Perfectly made bed with the battered, navy blue comforter. Superhero posters covering every inch of wall. Black
light over the headboard. The room was almost exactly the way I’d remembered it, only there were no dirty clothes
on the floor. The open closet looked empty, and the Spider-Man calendar, which used to hang over the computer
desk, had been taken down. But the room still seemed warm, as if he were still there. As if I were still fourteen.
“Jake, I don’t understand. Who was that girl?”
“No one. Don’t worry about it. She doesn’t mean anything to me.”
“But+”
“Shh+. It’s not a big deal.”
“I love you, Jake. Don’t lie to me, okay?”
“I wouldn’t.”
“Promise?”
“Of course. Do you really think I’d hurt you, Bi—”
“Bianca! Where the hell did you go?”
Casey’s voice made me jump. Quickly, I stepped out of the bedroom and shut the door, knowing that I couldn’t walk
past it every time I needed to pee that night. “Coming!” I managed to keep my voice normal. “God! Be patient for
once in your life.”
Then, with a forced smile, I went to watch a movie with my friends.
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