Valentine’s Day might as well have been called Anti-Duff Day. I mean, what other day can hurt a girl’s self-esteem
more? Not that it mattered. I hated Valentine’s Day even before I was aware of my Duff status. Honestly, I didn’t
even understand why it was a holiday. Really, it was just an excuse for girls to whine about being lonely and for guys
to worm their way into getting laid. I found it materialistic, indulgent, and, with all of the chocolate, completely
unhealthy.
“It’s my favorite day of the year!” Jessica cried as she danced her way down the hall toward Spanish one morning.
It was the first time I’d seen her truly bouncy since Jake’s departure two days earlier. “All of the pink and red! And
flowers and candy! Isn’t it fun, Bianca?”
“Sure.”
It had been almost a week since the basketball game, and neither of us had mentioned the freshman girl since we
left the gym that night. I wondered if Jessica had forgotten about it already. Lucky her. I hadn’t. I couldn’t. That girl
and the thing we had in common—our shared identity as Duffs—had been lurking at the back of my mind ever
since.
But I certainly wasn’t going to talk about it. Not with Jessica. Not with anyone.
“Oh, I just wish Harrison had asked me to be his valentine,” she said. “That would have been perfect, but we can’t
always get what we want, can we?”
“Nope.”
“You know, I think this is the first year that all three of us have been single,” Jessica continued. “Last year, I was
dating Terrence, and the year before that Casey was with Zack. I guess we can all just be each other’s valentines.
That would be pretty fun. It is our last Valentine’s Day together before college, and we haven’t really hung out
together lately. What do you think? We can hang out at my house to celebrate.”
“Sounds good.”
Jessica threw an arm around my shoulders. “Happy Valentine’s Day, Bianca!”
“You too, Jessica.” I smiled in spite of myself. I couldn’t help it. Jessica had one of those contagious smiles that
made it really hard to be negative when she was so freaking bubbly.
We reached the classroom door and found our teacher waiting for us inside. “Bianca,” she said as I walked in. “I
just got an e-mail from one of the secretaries at the front desk. She needs some students to come help distribute
flowers people have sent. You’re caught up on all your work, so would you mind doing that for me?”
“Um okay.”
“Oh, how fun!” Jessica released me from her one-armed hug. “You get to deliver flowers. It’s almost like you’re
playing Cupid.”
Right. How fun.
“See you later,” I said to Jessica as I turned and walked right back out of the room. I pushed through the hordes of
students, fighting against the current to make my way to the front desk. Couples seemed to be everywhere,
displaying their affection—holding hands, batting eyes, exchanging gifts, making out—for the entire school to
witness. “Disgusting,” I muttered.
I was about halfway to the front desk when a strong hand gripped my elbow. “Hello, Duffy.”
“What do you want?”
Wesley was grinning at me when I spun around to face him. “I just wanted to let you know that if you plan on
dropping by tonight, I might be a little busy. With it being the day of love, I have a pretty full schedule.”
Now he sounded like a professional man-whore.
“But if you’re desperate to see me, I should be free around eleven o’clock.”
“I think I can survive one night without you, Wesley,” I said. “In fact, I can survive an eternity.”
“Sure you can.” He released my arm and winked. “I’ll see you tonight, Duffy.” Then he was gone, swept away by the
tidal wave of students on the verge of being late for class.
“Prick,” I grumbled. “God, I hate him.”
A few minutes later, I stood at the front desk where the secretary, who looked like a nervous wreck, smiled at me
with relief. “Did Mrs. Romali send you? This way, this way. The table is over here.” She led me around the corner
and gestured to a foldable, square table with a vomit-green surface. “There it is. Have fun!”
“Not likely.”
The table was covered—I mean covered—with bouquets, vases, heart-shaped boxes, and Hallmark cards. At
least fifty bundles of red and pink waited to be handed out, and I got the privilege of being the bringer of such joy.
I was debating where to start when I heard footsteps behind me. Assuming the secretary had returned, I asked,
without turning around, “Do you have a list of the classes these kids are in so I know where to take the gifts?”
“Yes, I do.”
That didn’t sound like the secretary.
I whirled around, shocked by the voice that had replied. It was one I knew very well, despite the fact that it had
never—not once—spoken directly to me.
Toby Tucker smiled. “Hi.”
“Oh. I thought you were someone else.”
“I didn’t mean to scare you,” he said. “So you were wangled into this, too, huh?”
“Um, yeah.” I was relieved to find my vocal chords weren’t in a state of paralysis.
As always, Toby was wearing a slightly-too-formal-for-school blazer, and his blond hair fell around his face in that
old-fashioned bowl cut. Adorable. Unique. Intelligent. He was the embodiment of all the things I wanted in a guy. If I
believed in stupid things like fate, I might have thought it was destiny that we were working together on Valentine’s
Day.
“Here are the class rosters,” he said, handing me a green binder. “We should probably get started; this could take
a while.” His eyes scanned the field of gifts from behind his oval glasses. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen so much pink
in one place.”
“I have. My best friend’s bedroom.”
Toby chuckled and picked up a bouquet of pink and white roses. He eyed the tag and said, “The quickest way to
get this done might be to separate these into piles based on which class each student is in. It will make delivery
much more efficient.”
“Right,” I said. “Organize by class. Okay.”
I was quite aware of how moronic I sounded with my less-than-eloquent replies, but there wasn’t much I could do
about it. I mean, just because my voice actually worked didn’t necessarily mean I could use it well in his presence.
I’d been crushing on Toby for three years, so to say he made me nervous would be a massive understatement.
Lucky for me, Toby didn’t seem to notice. As we sorted the various gifts into groups, he even offered up some
polite small talk. Slowly, I found myself easing into a semi-comfortable chat with Toby Tucker. A Valentine’s Day
miracle! Well, miracle was too strong a word—a miracle would have been him sweeping me into his arms and
laying one on me right there. So maybe this was more like a Valentine’s Day benefit. Either way, my awkward,
idiotic dialogue began to ebb away. Thank God.
“Wow, there’s a lot here for Vikki McPhee,” he said, placing a box of candy on top of a steadily growing pile. “Does
she have six boyfriends?”
“I only know about three,” I said. “But she doesn’t tell me everything.”
Toby shook his head. “Jeez.” He picked up a card and began to check the label. “So what about you? Any
Valentine’s Day plans?”
“Nope.”
He put the card in one of the piles. “Not even a date with the boyfriend?”
“That would require me having a boyfriend,” I said. “Which I don’t.” Not wanting him to start feeling sorry for me, I
added, “But even if I did, I wouldn’t be doing anything special. Valentine’s Day is a stupid, pathetic excuse for a
holiday.”
“You really think so?” he asked.
“Of course. I mean, there is a reason its initials are VD. I bet you more people contract syphilis on Valentine’s Day
than on any other day of the year. What a cause for celebration.”
We laughed together, and for a minute it felt kind of natural.
“And you?” I asked. “Do you have plans with your girlfriend?”
“Well, we did,” he said and sighed. “But we broke up on Saturday, so those plans are now dead.”
“Oh. I’m sorry.”
But I wasn’t. Inside, I felt kind of ecstatic and overjoyed. God, I was such a freaking bitch.
“Me, too.” There was a momentary pause on the verge of being awkward, and then he said, “I think we have all of
these sorted. Are you ready to start delivering?”
“I’m ready, but not very willing.” I pointed to a large vase of assorted flowers. “Look at this. I would wager money
that some girl sent this to herself so that she’d look good in front of her friends. How sad is that?”
“You’re telling me you wouldn’t do it?” Toby asked, a tiny smirk spreading across his boyish face.
“Never,” I said flatly. “Who cares what others think of me? So what if I don’t get a present on Valentine’s Day? It’s
just vanity. Who do I need to impress?”
“I don’t know. I think Valentine’s Day is more about feeling special,” he said, plucking a flower from the large vase.
“I think every girl deserves to feel special once in a while. Even you, Bianca.” He reached over and tucked the
flower’s stem behind my ear.
I tried to convince myself that this was completely cheesy and ridiculous. That if any other guy—Wesley for
example—had tried a line like that, I might have slapped him or just laughed in his face. But I felt my face turn pink
as his fingers brushed past my cheek. This wasn’t any other guy, after all. It was Toby Tucker. Perfect, amazing,
dreamy Toby Tucker.
Maybe Valentine’s Day could be Duff-friendly after all.
“Come on,” he said. “Grab that pile and we’ll start passing these out.”
“Uh okay.”
We might have been done delivering by the end of first block, but the secretary kept bringing more and more
packages to the little vomit-colored table. It became very clear to Toby and me that we’d be working until at least
lunch.
Not that I minded spending the morning with Toby Tucker.
“I don’t want to jinx it,” he said as we returned to the table, only five minutes before the lunch bell. “But I think we
might actually be done.”
We reached the empty table and exchanged smiles, though mine was halfhearted. “That’s it,” I said. “That was the
last of them.”
“Yep.” Toby leaned against the table. “You know, I’m glad they forced you to help. I would have been bored out of my
mind if I’d done this by myself. It was fun talking to you.”
“I had fun, too,” I said, trying not to sound too enthusiastic.
“Listen,” he said. “You shouldn’t sit in the back of the room in AP government. Why don’t you take one of the desks
behind Jeanine and me? There’s no reason for you to be alone back there. I think you should join us—the nerds in
the front of the room.”
“I might.” And, obviously, I knew I would. How could I refuse such a request from Toby Tucker?
“Bianca Piper?” The secretary rounded the corner and approached us. There were no flowers or candy boxes in
her hands this time. “Bianca, there’s someone here to sign you out.”
“Oh,” I said. “Um, okay.” Weird. I had a car. There was no reason for me to be checked out.
“See you later, Bianca,” Toby called as I followed the secretary toward the front desk. “Happy Valentine’s Day.”
I waved just before turning the corner, trying to remember whether or not I had a doctor’s appointment that day or
something. Why was I being checked out of school? But before my mind could invent any family tragedies, the
answer hit me like a ton of bricks, and I stopped dead in my tracks.
Oh. My. God.
She stood at the front desk, looking like she’d just stepped off a soundstage somewhere in Hollywood. Her blond
hair, lightened by the sun, fell around her shoulders in gentle, perfect waves. She wore a knee-length teal dress
(without panty hose, of course) and high high heels. Dark sunglasses covered her eyes—eyes that I knew were
green. She lifted the sunglasses as she turned to face me.
“Hi, Bianca,” the beautiful woman said.
“Hi, Mom.”
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